| At work with nothing to do and still getting paid!! |
[18 Oct 2005|04:00pm] |
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Well I thought I would post something on Livejournal, been a long time since I have ever read it let alone posted on it. Seems every one is on MySpace and it just makes LiveJournal look ancient, or maybe its just people put more effort into it.... I dunno just never but much effort into this thing. Im gonna go find something else to keep me busy, only an hour till we close.
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| In class....need I say more? |
[03 Feb 2005|10:52am] |
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Well just sitting in class with not much to do so I thought i would get on and post something new in the Live Journal. I have a Xanga now thanks to Sylvia. Super Bowl weekend coming up, should be fun. My friend Megan invited me to an anti-Super Bowl party on saturday so I think I might do that. Now much else has been going on and I am still waiting for this guy to sell me his truck.
-Brent
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| Fire! Ready, Aim. |
[14 Dec 2004|08:46am] |
Well i have not updated lately just has not be in the mood I guess. Right now I am sitting in first period and we have nothing to do except study for final exams which are on thursday for this class. Yes study for a test that does nothing for your grade at all..... so you can see why I'm updating. Well me and Harvey went to Blockbuster the other night and rented Tony Hawk Underground 2 and Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater. So anyway when I was playing metal gear I was just being impatient and rushing through and just killing every one. for any one who has played metal gear games ya know how that is the exact opposite of what you should be doing. Because of that Harvey said "I have a new nick name for you, fire!, ready, aim. I thought is was funny so I made it my new counter strike name. Well not much is going on cept Harvey having the concert on thursday and I'm going to a Halo2 party on friday then me and my dad are leaving for Missouri on Christmas eve. It is just starting to get down here which I have been waiting for cause it never get too cold down here unlike up north were all of Sylvia's friends seem to be. I'll have to endure that cold for a few days which I'm not looking forward to.
-Brent
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[02 Dec 2004|11:19pm] |
Well not much going on. I font really think people even read my post so this is really just a way of amusing myself I guess. Finally got my class ring even though the lady who had our rings was late and didn't have everything we were supposed to get. The poor guy at the table had like a crowd of people wanting there rings and he couldn't get a hold of the lady who had them, would not like to be in his situation, having a crowd of people who paid them a good lump some of money for a ring and then have to tell them I don't know were they are. Everyone got the rings in the end but we were supposed to get these lil companion rings but I guess she had left them. I'm usually not picky about stuff but for $523 I want want everything that is supposed to come with the ring. I get my truck in a month yay. Can't wait even though getting my truck means I start my endless working stage I don't care cuz ill make the best of it. Plus I'm gonna blow my first big paycheck just cause I can. Glad this week is almost over just one more day and then its only two weeks of school left before the X-mas break which should be fun this year.
-Brent
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| Fuck it all........ |
[30 Nov 2004|01:56am] |
Got a headche and still have a good bit of work to do. Have two test tomorrow which I havent even really studied for so I have to cram it all in at the last min. but I don't know if it will work this time around. The Thanksgiving break was great I had alot of fun but this week has already started off shity and I already can't wait till the weekend to make my self so busy to forget it all.
-Brent
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| Finally! |
[21 Nov 2004|02:05pm] |
My dad finally got tired of 56k and got DSL which is so much better. Well me and Sylvia went to that Nightmare before Thanksgiving thing and true to its name it was a Nightmare... They were having this big Church group thing in the Hotel which was an all black Church. It was weird me and Sylvia were following these two people in front of us and we were the only white people there.... seriously.
We finally found the register both and paid $20 for the pass and the dealers room was just a pathetic little thing tucked away in the corner like it was hiding from the shame of being so small. WE ended up just listening to the Wasabi anime guys and then leaving. Dream con guys are starting off really shitty. I got sick too which really sucks but I don't know were I got it from.
-Brent
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| too much to think about......... |
[01 Nov 2004|11:05pm] |
Well Halloween was not the greatest this year. Too much shit going through my mind to really enjoy it. I ended up not going to Robin's party, sorry Robin nothing against you I just had a lot on my mind and did not want to be around a lot of people I did not know and feel like the one that should'nt really even be there. So instead I went to my friends Beau's house and helped him pass out candy. Well I did most of the passing out he just talked on his cell a lot and we messed with some of his friends over the phone. I went and saw some people from the old neighborhood and every one seems to be doing ok. Sylvia had to work till close so she did not get to do anything for halloween that I know of. Hopefully next year I will have my care free spirit back for halloween lately I have just been too down to get real excited about anything.... just too much shit being dropped on me at once and taking a bit longer than usual to sort it all out.
-Brent
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| What the fuck....................... |
[29 Oct 2004|11:14pm] |
Sitting here not knowing what to write but should update on my journal. This continues solitude I go through every day is pushing my limits. It is amazing how you can go through all the emotions when you are by your self lost in thought..... love,anger,frustraion,hate,jellousy,happeniess,saddness,......... at one point or another they seem to start overlapping each other,not being able to really distinguish between any emotion, just having them start going through you all at one time. They say every one has there own personal limit to how much they can take before they just snap and lose it....... I wounder how far I'm away from mine.
-Brent
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| Next time.............. |
[25 Oct 2004|05:57pm] |
I slept almost all 3rd period cause I was just physically exhuasted from all the damn walking and then going into the mosh pit when papa roch was on. Planetfest was not too bad but one thing I didn't like was being broke. I usually always make sure I have have money before I go places......seems you always forget shit when you could really use it. Going into the pit at the end of the night was the best part of the day. Although thats the closes I have ever been to a complete stranger it did not bother me that much since if they got to close I could just shove them away and get away with it. I would like to go into a pit alone one time so I wouldn't have to worry about any one. I just stayed close to Eva and Michell cause I did not want to lose them when we went to leave and I would have felt bad if anything had happed to them. I thought Harvey would have gone in with me but he stood at the fence with Celena, were it seems some dumb asses tried to start a pit outside the pit. I got smacked two times in the head with some empty coke bottels, and hit in the shoulder with a almost full sprite. I dont see how people would throw those damn things with that much in them, they cost like $2.50 each. I got hit in the head by a couple of crowd suffers and had a few LAND and stay on my head for a few seconds before people got them back up. Some of those huys shouldn't have been surffing, it was ok when a girl came by cause they were light as hell when you got six or so people holding them up, but damn some of those guys were big. It would be like me trying to crowd surf, its just not nice to the other people. We were stuck between two mosh pits during the last part of the show. I was just waiting for the weak little line seperating the two to crumble and then we would have had one huge mosh pit, which would have been alot of fun if I was alnoe. Harvey and Michell were treating me like a baby, I knwo it was my first pit experince but I can take care of myself and if it got too rought it wouldn't have been to tough to push my way out. After I left the pit I was drenched in sweat, mine plus other peoples, and had a loud ringing nosie in my ears and was dieing of thirst. Eva was nice and bought me a bottle of water so I wouldn't have to go run to the watter fountain. After that we took everyone home and me and Harvey went over to zack's house and talked to him for a bit. We got home at about 12:20 and just passed out. It was kinda funny cause Harvey got a big spech about how he needs to make sure that I'm home by 11:00 on school nights, sorry Harvey.
-Brent
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| Damn security settings......... |
[22 Oct 2004|01:49pm] |
Well I'm sitting in the library at the Baptist hopital...... not were I really want to be, I hate hospitals and I don't ever go to them unless it's a last resort thing when it comes to my own health. My mom just went into surgery so I have about 2 hours of waiting to do. I'm really pissed off because Sylvia is not here for some reason and when I got here my mom was crying. I guess they had an argument or something I got that much out of talking with her but I'm not sure what about. Plus my mom told me that she had to drive herself to the hospital which pissed me off even more. Harvey is up here with me but he has to go to work at 5:00. Since Sylvia is not here it makes things a lot more difficult cause Harvey gets off at 9:30 and my dad has to be picked up at 8:30. The original plan was for me, Harvey, and Sylvia to meet up here and see our mom before she went in to surgery then Harvey would leave at 4:00 or 4:30 to go to work. Then me and Sylvia would stay up here and when Sylvia went to work she would drop me off in Callahan and I would go pick up my dad..... well that plan is FUBAR now. Also I thought I would just play some pool on line till my mom got out of surgery but of course they have it blocked on this pc. That would have really got my mind off things but now I'm stuck posting in my life journal. I have a headache, I haven't eaten anything all day and I have no idea were I can get some food. I can't just go to the nearest food place cause I'm in downtown and I don't feel like wandering the streets looking for a place to eat, not the safest place to do that. This place has one of those nice sounding water running over the rocks thing. Ya know that soothing waterfall thing or whatever its called, but there is this really annoying ac vent which is just defeating the whole purpose of the water rock thingy.....any one know the real name of that stuff if you know what I'm talking about? Anyway school was a half day to day which was ok but I had 3 different test to do also, which sucked. I did not get to sleep till 3:00 in the morning last night so I'm starting to get tired. It was funny going into the parking garage. We thought the truck was't gonna make it. But we made it through without hitting something or scratching the roof or anything, but the antenna did catch hell. We decided to park on the roof so we did not feel like we were crawling on our stomachs to get through the place. the truck is an Ford F-250 for those of you that haven't seen it. And if you are still clueless, i really hope none of you are, its a really big truck. I'm gonna have to find some food in a little bit, so I'm out.
-Brent
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| Up to late.... |
[21 Oct 2004|11:04pm] |
Well doing homeworke last min. again. one of these days it will catch up with me for now im staying just ahead of it. Nothing really exiting happened this week. Alot of people from school wer talking about the fair and some friends of mine went. From what i heard it wasn't anything great....... but i dont see how it could be, i mean come on its Callahan. Anyway me being the antisocial person didn't go cause i really didn't have anyone to go with and im trying to save money. School is really boring this year. Last year was alot of fun cause i had 2 different classes with friends and we had they same lunch so we all saw each other for at least half the day. Now it sucks cause the three peole i hung out with I have no classes with. People always say just make some new friends..... well thats difficult to me cause people tend to talk over me alot for somereason and even when i do get a chance to talk they can't seem to understand me. And Hate it cause i know when they can't understand me and they just smile and nod....... i really fucking hate that cuase i get it every day. Well i guess ill go cause i dont wana be up to late. Im being lazy, i would usually spell check and go back and fix everything but screw it im not in english class and from reading peoples' journals they dont seem to care either.
-Brent
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[18 Oct 2004|11:08pm] |
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Well I'm up late like usual, doing an essay last minute which is due tomorrow. But it was really weird...... i was flipping through the channels waiting for my essay to be printed out and I thought i saw Mr. Dan on local news. I was really confused so i switched back to the channel and he was on the news is missing. I guess he has gotten worse with his condition but i don't understand how he could be left alone when he is like that. I hope they find him soon. I tried calling my mother but he phone is off or dead i really don't know. Its really strange when its a person you know who is on the news and missing.
-Brent
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[17 Oct 2004|11:20pm] |
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Ok, I didn't like that picture to much so I went back to my old one. I was up finishing some school work so I thought I would post something and change my pic.
Can't wait till Halloween, I know it may sound weird but it brings back fun memories and good fellings........ I'm not as cold hearted as every one thinks..... but any way thats all i can think of so good night.
-Brent
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[11 Oct 2004|04:33pm] |
I finally got tired of the "blah" title for my journal so i gave it a new name..... tell me what you think.
-Brent
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| Chaos |
[10 Oct 2004|11:33am] |
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Well I have'nt posted anything in a while so I guess I will so my sister will leave me alone. This week at our school was just fucked up thanks to the hurricanes we have had. My school is a hick town school so they always seem to do shit back wards or just do them in ways that make no sense at all! Like this year they though it was a good idea to have FCAT make-up, 9 weeks exams(we are on a 4x4 block schedule), school spirit week were you dress up as different things, and finally homecoming, for which they canceled the dance for but yet still managed to have a prince and princess from every class and the king and queen and announcing them all at halftime during the football game......im still trying to figure that one out. Well Halloween is on its way. I have never spent a Halloween out at my dads and it always made me wonder if kids go trick or treating out here. I don't think they do since we live right off a major highway but i never really thought about it too much. Ok thats about all i can think to talk about so there, leave me alone for a little bit.
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| Feelings....... |
[13 Sep 2004|12:40am] |
A friend of mind once told me journals and diaries are all full of shit. If you think about it she is right. You wright down how your feeling at that moment in time, weather your happy, angry, sad, whatever. But later on you don't fell that way anymore so all of it don't mean shit when you look back on it. You can get real pissed at someone and wright about how much you despise them and such, but whenever(or if) you make up its nothing but a bunch of meaningless shit that you don't even think about any more. Not that all your feelings will change but more than likely you will change your mind and you will look back at what you wrote and think of how full of shit it is.
-Brent
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| Still nothing to do........... |
[11 Sep 2004|12:23am] |
Its Friday but it feels more like Tuesday. We did'nt do a lot in school just mostly chasing our asses to get back to were we were before the storm came. People still don't have power in some places out here. I like the rain but there is not really anything to do when its raining so its a trade off out here. blah blah blah blah..........bored as hell, am done.
-Brent
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| Nothing to do....... |
[08 Sep 2004|11:23am] |
Well i got my driver license the other day.But the fact is i live in the middle of know were and I am 16 years old with no job and no car....... but i got my license......life is so fun.
-Brent
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[05 Sep 2004|02:46am] |
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So I joined. To be a part of this junk with Sylvia and Harvey and allllll of the other crazy people that they know.
-Brent
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